I Want A Friend. . .

I want a friend who can make themselves at home without overstepping their welcome.

I want a friend who can just come over, look through the fridge, set up camp in my room for hours, and occasionally just spend the night at will without being a problem or a big deal.

I want a friend who can talk openly with me about their opinions on things while still being aware of how what they say might affect those around them.

I want a friend who will listen to what I have to say without judging me and even when they do have something to say about it, and they do say so, that they chose their words carefully.

I want a friend who likes the things that I do and yet likes different things so we can share new things and experiences.

I want a friend who enjoys doing crafts for hours at a time like braiding, beads, coloring, drawing.

I want a friend who likes computers and electronics, though they don't have to be professional, and are a bit knowledgeable.

I want a friend who can let me be and act like a woman even if it means spazzing out like a true fan girl, sobbing over nothing because my emotions are running wild, or needing to binge on whatever I need to binge on.

I want a friend who needs these things every once and a while as well.

I want a friend who enjoys reading, writing, book, manga, TV shows, movies, Asian drama and movies, Tokusatsu, yaoi, late nights, etc.

I want a friend who doesn't look at me funny when they find I have an obsession with collecting art supplies, collecting books, collecting notepads, watching shows and movies, downloading, collars, and pjs.

I want a friend who, if they share in my food stash, won't just eat the entire thing when I say "help yourself" and then just leave it that way but also help restock sometimes.

I want a friend who is ok with not talking for hours at a time even though we're right next to each other and it doesn't feel awkward at all.

I want a friend who knows when to show up and, especially, when to leave and without being painfully awkward for both of us.

I want a friend who won't be offset by my illnesses but will still be mindful.

I want a friend whom I can hug, hug me, and can lay about with together without it being awkward or, because of my illnesses, being painful.

I want a friend who will lean on me and let me help when they need it and do the same for me.

I want a friend who will back me up and not leave me at the first sign of trouble for either of us or when I can no longer be interesting enough.

I want a friend who can completely keep my secrets as I do for them.

I want a friend who is able to tease and call me endearing nicknames without giving me a hard time.